(This is an old piece of writing I found somewhere hidden on my computer. I had written this on 11th February 2007, the day Guruji gave me the name Pushp Dant. It's so emotional, and so precious!)
This is to describe that day… the turning point… the day of dreams come true… dream of many lifetimes… the only wish in life… in this life, previous lives, and any other lives I might still have to take…
I was with Him yesterday… for the whole day. Being very close.. sat at his feet about an hour. Although I still wish I had no hesitations at that time, and I had touched his feet, pressed his legs, put my head in his laps, loved him, held him, consumed him… got consumed by him... Dissolved in Him...
Minus that regret, it was the most beautiful day of my life. And i think its gonna only be better. Aaah.. what words shall I use to describe that joy. Just that I could give my life, and lives, to get moments like these. :) :) :) :) Guruji I love you, and I am going to love you only more…
It started early morning on 11 February 2007 . He came on 10th night, and had a flight to take early morning on 11th. We went to see him early morning around 6. His flight was at 7, which probably had gotten delayed, and he came out around 7.00-7.30. I was sitting in a corner; others (very few of them.. only 7-8) were sitting everywhere. He came, probably noticed me, and went on to see others. And when he turned to go back, then as if he knew that I was there all the time since he was in his bedroom, he looked at me, pressed my cheek (left one :) ), and looked as if I was the only one he is interested in, in the whole world at that moment.
And then the whole day long fun started. Events which made my life, and that which would be embedded in my memory for ever... Pushpadant........
I can't not acknowledge the contribution of Seema ji at this point. A candle needs a source to be lit. She has been my guiding light and spirit. Whatever I could ever do for her, will always be less. Grateful, always...
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